I hate this vulnerability. I hate this feeling.
I’m a mess. But one day, I’m gonna be okay.
Today, I really just wanted to kiss you. In front of everyone, I didn’t care. I can’t wait til you go to school here.
We may have only gotten about 6 hours of sleep, but talking til 4:30am really helped. Made me appreciate you, and us, that much more.
I am awkward. I can be pretty selfish at times. I lack confidence in a lot of areas. I am squeamish. I can’t even put my fingers together without feeling uncomfortable. I get mad at people when they’re upset with me, which doesn’t make sense at all. I always feel like I’m not good enough. I can go a day with barely eating and a day where I can’t stop. I get jealous really easily and wish I could be more like others. I have a lot of friends but at the same time I feel really lonely every once in awhile. I don’t study hard enough. I’m not busy as I think I am so I could get a lot more done if I just did the things I needed to. I’m not healthy because I don’t take vitamins or work out a lot anymore. I talk about myself way too much. I tend to feel like people are ganging up on me when it’s not true at all.
^Did I mention I talk too much about myself?
Apparently today is “No, you’re wrong and I’m going to sit here and argue with you and tell you why you’re wrong” day.
I wish I didn’t feel like I am always competing against someone. I just wanna be okay with myself and my accomplishments. Ugh, it’s a Monday.
I am the most awkward person ever when it to socializing with people my age. I am better with children and older adults. Ugh, how ridiculous.
I’ve been watching the most superficial show ever, and then the very last scene made my heart melt. Cue day made.